I’m hoping that I can provide some inspiration to fellow people who struggle like I do mentally, or people that have been through shit and just feel like it’s relentless, it always happens, so what’s the friggin point? I hope that I can make people or even just one person feel like they are not alone, like I have for so long. I will explain how my illness affects me, cripples me sometimes, destroys the chance for happiness, crushes relationships and generally gets in the way of everything. I hope that I can show people, or indeed that one person, that if I can do it, anyone can. It’s not hard doing active stuff; life’s the hard bit to get to grips with. Doing active stuff helps that; trust me, I’m a screw up.